I'm weeping, with fragmentary emotion

那主题是一首歌的名字，很有意思，起初是因为觉得很酷才记下来的。但现在不是了，我是体会到了.....被一个那么好的朋友误会到这种程度，不分青红皂白的骂了我？就因为被人的一句话？就那样的怀疑我？还把话说到那么难听？你难过？那我呢？你到底是怎样想我的？其实一直误会我的人就是你！我都得这样的被你误会！你有过情绪零碎的感觉吗？恭喜你，你办到了，你让我体会到了！！我落泪，情绪零碎......这个伤，将永远烙印在我心中...........................................................

A great present...

I'm so HAPPY! Happy wat??! Well, yesterday is my birthday...I hope my frens cn post Happy Birthday note to me at my facebook, yesterday has 37 people post on my wall ^^ WOWHOOOOOOoooo....Tis is the 1st time I recieve more than 10 people say happy birthday to me XD Actually today I hav a celebration, organize by Chin Fui Yiek, she invite me to go to eat, but it cancelled...Cuz hav sum people cannot go...so...!! I'm fine, cuz actually I dun wan go too ^^

Something happen frm band!! AWESOME!!

Today is the 3rd time I go to band practice, I'm playing TRUMPET! Actually I choose flute, but no one flute member is going to the practice, I'm a junior, I even have not take the flute yet....So Kie Seng, our band president, ask me to take trumpet....When I heard that, my mind is blur...I never think to take brass instrument! Juz bcuz he think my lips are thick enough ==.... OK, take loh~ I cannot jus always chooose easy one bah...I ever play wood wind instrument, so I should try to play brass instrument, so that I can be a real MUSIC GIRL mah...Am I rite?? XD Well, Playing trumpet is really difficult, don't think it is easy, do u? It's pretty heavy, for me...Bcuz the 2nd day I realize my arm n my shoulder are really painful...T.T But anyway, I have be well a bit, but I know it's not good enough!! Bcuz we hav a performance, on 21st September, is coming soon....My level still very LOW! Mayb they will nt ask me to perform, but...I want!! I want perform wif band members! I should pay more time n spirit on it! All the best to me~~I jus want to say, thx Kie Seng, u r really a good president, tis few days u always teach me patienly n take care me as well....I know have some people hate u, but I know that's not ur fault, and I know u won't blame them, jus bcuz u r president, u should teach them n discplin them...But I know they r not SOOO Hate u de...Next is Chun Fa (I'm nt sure ur name spelling XD) U r also teach me patienly, n oso say some jokes to me, let me not feel so bored... Tang Ki, u too! Chang Jeng, I know sometime u r jus kidding wif me, I won't angry u or blame u, but next time don't kacao me in front all of the badn members, or else they will scold u bck...:p Thx Susan, u always help me to solve the problem, n begging the president sometime...Ting, thx u too! Thx ur encourge! I will always rmb u! I swear!! 2moro hav no band practice, but I feel a bit dissappointed....I miss u guys!! XD