It's a hard choice

I jus gt a news....If I pass my Singapore test, doesnt mean I sure will continue my level...! I mean, next year I'm Form 4, but mayb if I cn go to Singapore study, they will demote my level, depends their decide n oso my result...OR IF I REALLY REALLY REALLY AWESOME ENOUGH! IMPOSSIBLE!! Stress....I wonder what makes my mum change her mind...B4 she told me she will nt agree me go to Singapore study if I been demote, but jus nw she told different. She wants me to try, bcuz everything haven't start yet, I shouldn't give up jus like tat...N she oso said it's nt a good way if u finish ur study ealier instead I cn learn more than tat....She's right...But I really hope cn go to Singapore study, this is wat I really hope to! I cnt accept if the result is THEY'RE NT ALLOW ME TO GO TO SINGOPORE STUDY, I am not qualified!!! This is really....!!

Sometimes, I want to find someone who cn litsen to me, giv me a ear, to litsen me say my stress, but no one cn do it...But they always ask to listen wat their "heart of deep" are....But who cn always consider me is my parents...They r the one who giv me a lot of brave to face the problem...Thx, n oso Thx GOD =)