Normal but terrible o.O?

Hw terrible it is for today??!! 1st time thk our pratice like shit >< Cuz this time period all the juniors come and practice wif us, and the most important thing is....TRUMPET JUS ME ONLY!!!!!!!! >< Kie Seng busy jaga our Marching, Tangki nt come, three juniors dunno hw to blow at all, Pro ZAI Choon Fatt go to Sibu! URG!!! REALLY REALLY HATE MYSELF!!! I should better work hard, Kie Seng aldy ask me go bck 反省...Ok, I really did it...我觉得我的眼睛开始有问题了，因为看东西已经变得很不舒服，不会吧？！我不要再配眼镜了，我都找不到适合我的眼镜！